as you can see i'm still alive ya? Alhamdulillah..
to be bless with this ni'mat (kesihatan and kelapangan masa)
but that can be my ujian..
Maybe Allah is testing me what i do when i got soo much free time you see..
i just finished my finals last week.
so until my long awaited trip to europe that is on the 25th Jan..i got no plan...
gosh..i just realize, well you see i woke up really late today..hee~
before writing this i never realize i was tested...
well i did read some material yesterday that kesenangan is also part of the ujian..not only kesusahan...hmmm..
that i always wonder...
others had life different than mine...
i got things easy for me..(bukan nk show off ea..teehee~)
well i am thankful for that but i still wonder...why is it that i did not get tested like my friend got tested...is it because i'm not worthy to be tested...sometime i got scared to think about that..that Allah ignore me..but guess that's not the problem...well i do know that kesenangan is also one of the ujian before..
when i got something i always think about what is the hikmah behind all of this..
the problem is ujian kesenangan ni yg paling susah actually..we tend to forget...
like just now...
actually before writing this..i plan to spend my holiday waking up late..and staying up late watching movie/drama marathon...
tamparan pada diri sendiri tol..huhu..
well...sbnrnya smlm dgn azam baru sbnrnya nak bangun awal hari ni..tp hp x berbunyi pula...i set the time wrong..and also last night i stayed up late juga...mmg xkan bgun awal la kan..
dear me..please don't ever do it again..
i promise.....
kenapa tetiba tulis pasal ujian ni?? kenapa..
huhu..smlm gi pinjam buku senior..
the 1st chapter is bentuk2 ujian..i read it in the metro on my way back..and it got me hooked..heee~
"dan Kami menguji kamu dengan kesusahan dan kesenangan sebagai cubaan; dan kepada Kamilah kamu semua akan dikembalikan. (Al-Anbiyaa' 21:35)"
"Maka apabila manusia disentuh oleh sesuatu bahaya, ia segera berdoa kepada Kami; kemudian apabila Kami memberikannya sesuatu nikmat (sebagai kurnia) dari Kami, berkatalah ia (dengan sombongnya): "Aku diberikan nikmat ini hanyalah disebabkan pengetahuan dan kepandaian yang ada padaku". (Tidaklah benar apa yang dikatakannya itu) bahkan pemberian nikmat yang tersebut adalah ujian (adakah ia bersyukur atau sebaliknya), akan tetapi kebanyakan mereka tidak mengetahui (hakikat itu). (Az-Zumar 39:49)"
see see...pada tahun baru ni..jom reflect diri in the past year..masih belum terlambat..every now and then don't forget to say Alhamdulillah for everything..
Alhamdulillah,
i'm still breathing now...hopefully i will be next year too..
Alhamdulillah,
i got my family back home 'doa'ing for my success
Alhamdulillah,
i got my friends to support me here.
Alhamdulillah,
i got sponsored to study here.
Alhamdulillah,
i can still use all my senses, write , talk ,think and write.
Alhamdulillah,
i'm still muslim...
okeh poyo je....banyak plak bebel hari ni kan...haha..
sbnrnya td gi kemas buku2..then terasa nak buka diary lame yg simpan dari form 2 kot..hahaha~dan sungguh lawak sebenarnya...
sungguh immature aku pada suatu ketika dahulu...k lah sekian.
ma as-salamah wa ilalliqa' (haa~aku belajar arab gak dlo :P)
:)
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